So, as my last post would suggest I'm doing exams at the moment, so many I can't count them on my fingers! Last night, like most nights at the moment, I was up late revising until I got to a point where science made less sense than Doctor Who not telling Rose he loved her, so I guessed it was time for bed, expect about two and a half hours later I was awake again!
And the problem was I couldn't get back to sleep because I had all these negative thoughts whirling round my head. What if I fail my exams? What if Miss gets angry? Hey brain, do you Remeber that horrible thing that happen a zillion years (approximately,) ago?! So eventually I gave up on getting back to sleep and concentrated more on getting rid of the downer thoughts. So what did I reach for? A book!!! Because sometimes when your brain is being absolutely cruel it more important to solve the immediate problem, (the thoughts,) rather than the bigger problem, (the sleep.) How are you going to fix the big problem without tackling the little ones first? I may be shattered now but at least my night was more relaxing than several hours of panicking.
If you get to a point where you brain is just not shutting up and is flooding you with negativity don't feel bad for doing something enjoyable because you obvious need it. You deserve to be happy! If there's something you need to do to achieve that do it! Like this morning, I needed to write. As an awesome teacher recently told me in periods of stress make sure not to neglect your hobbies. That's when you need them most.
If you have any thoughts don't hesitate to share because for all I know I'm completely wrong :P and furthermore share what makes you happy? Do you write and read too or do you do something completely different? Let me know.
So Be Merry, and not just at Christmas! :) (Side note - ITS NEARLY CHRISTMAS!!!)
-GirlUnEdited

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